U r mine╰☆matthew Yap☆I☆★☆★Love★☆★☆You☆★☆★forever☆★☆★13¤02●2011❤

2011-08-13T23:04:00.001-07:00

GOODBYE MY LOVE ...

2011-08-13T09:11:00.000-07:00

d day past dy

2011-08-12T07:28:00.000-07:00

i love you

2011-08-12T06:48:00.000-07:00

dear

so long dy

2 days dy

but u din find me at all

did u go find ur phone?

or found it dy juz dunwan reply me?

many misunderstand between us

d wilful n rashless of me made it worse

even we msg or chatting thru phone

there was no explanation

NOW im starting to miss you

we quarreled many times tis month

i dunwan bcoz of tat

it became regret tat will stay throughout my life

i want to talk it out nicely

but u oways skip it wen i wanna talk wif u

memories of d past flashes in my mind wen ur not free to acc me

about d sweet times we had n

d pain we shared

we holds hand n laugh 2gether wen we were in sunway pyramid choose d necklace tat u wan to buy fr me

we were truly love, dun u think so?

maybe once missed,there will be no mre second chance

probably missing tis opportunity would meant missing out fr life

memories flashed thru my mind juz lyk a movie

i m deeply in love wif u

at d beggining we shared d joy 2gether n was filled eif happiness

i look at our pic again n again

ther r scenes of us wif a familiar stranger

things remain bt nt d person

my heart wan full of scars nt longer able return bek

to wad it wuz b4

d world stil spins

times continues day by day

i keep telling myself tat 2mr will cum

we wont be lyk tis anymre

n u will tell me u miss me

n love me

n ask me y u love me so much

feels pain in my heart

we stil have d greatest smile fr 2mr?ryte?

pliz call me wen u saw tis

i reli miss u

reliiii

juz oni can view ur fb over n over againnn

see ur statusss

n dare nt to leave a comment

coz u will never reply my comment in fb

i noe

u juz wan avoid me

ryte?

call me wen u swa tis bah

darldarl~~~~~~inggg

2011-08-05T08:18:00.000-07:00

hey darling

am tired alrd lahhhh

n u went to ur fren hse

cant chat v me oso

so i go to sleep now

coz veri tired alrddd

2mr no nid go to school alrd

but stil gt tuition yo

sobsobs

haihh

nvm lahhh=）

coz i gt my dear acc meee horrr

ryte？

wher gt lyk auntyyyyy

mcdonald~~~

aiyo see my bio file

all ur nameeee

n IMYLY!!

darlll

i relii love uuuu

receive my gift alrdd

hapi nt?

d book?

so sweet ryte?

hehe

i go slp now

gudnight

muaksss

i love u miss u

2011-08-02T10:02:00.000-07:00

preparing my presentation until so late

alamak

my eyes

so painn

juz now wanna acc dear

so dint tell u

i haven prepare it

dear but am so happy tat

finally can chat v u

yeahhh

u noe d feeling？

wen u said u love me

truly love

awww

relii happy lah

altot not lyk be4

a bit changes

but i can feel tat u stil love me

hehe

dear

wanna slp now

muacksss

MATTHEW YAP

i love u

noe?

muackss

2011-08-02T07:35:00.000-07:00

da fei zhu ❤

2011-08-01T08:02:00.001-07:00

i love you

matthew yap ❤

darlingg

2011-08-01T08:01:00.000-07:00

I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you

lets just start over again
Get it back to the way it was

i love you

MY DARLING =）我最亲爱的♥

2011-07-19T07:55:00.000-07:00

darling

so long i dint post anything at here alrd

now i post new post at here

u muz see until d end arh

can mah?

plizzz lah

i noe u dislike read such a long passage

but for me ~ juz fr me can?

i dint post anything be4 coz no time fr u to read

n u oso bz v ur study

so i dint write anythng at here

but i write in my heart

darling be patient n read it until d end

i noe after exam u feel so free

no mre stress on u

den i let u go enjoy urself

go shopping v frens

go watch movie

watever lah

but u noe?

sum1 oways follow behind u

tats me KEE SHY HARN

oways wait u gt free den turn around n look at me

im bored without u

but i never tell u

i juz tell u i miss u i miss u

but how?

u oways bz ler

dear

my ex never treat me lyk tis

but y i cnt leave u

y i cant be heartless n leave u

i dunno y i cant

coz i luv u so muchhh

more den ur imagine

its truth

i never lie u

if juz lyk be4

i wont be so concentrate on 1 person

but u changed me

now i juz chat v u oni

never msg wif other boyboy

coz i noe im ur gf

even though i stay so far from u

but my heart oways stay v u

last few days i cant find u

u noe how miserable i was?

cant find u n kip emo

my frens all ask me y u like tis?

comfort me dun cry

i so glad tat i have so many frens who r reli care bout me

but d most important things is i have u

my darling

i told them im fine no nid to worry bout me

but how u noe？

i cry silently at night

holding my pillow cry silently

dunwan let my family noe

n last sat

i told u tat i sat v a malay guy

im so scare

coz he look like ...erm dunno how 2 said

i text u but u late reply me

i cry in d bus

luckyly no one knw

tears over my cheeks

no one knw

my heart feeel so sad at tat time

can u feel tat?

i think u cant

haih juz now u call me

dunwan cum here alrd

i juz wan we to be a normal

at least be4 u go russia or indonesia

we can dating once

juz 1 time oni

oso cnt?

watchin movie holding hands juz lyk a normal couple

but y we cant?

juz a simple request

but i noe u 'll never cum here

haihh

y cant?y?wuwuwuwu

u stil rmb tat msg i sent to u tat veri long 1

u said u can feel tat so so so sad?

reli

my heart feel wanna break alrd

dear its truth

if i suddenly disappear in ur world

u'll feel ntg?

or cry?

i think u will never cry fr me

coz u think tat our relationship willl not long lasting

i think so

but at least i dunwan giv up

i wan to try see how far we can go thru all the obstacle

infront of us

if at d end we cant be together

den i giv up

can?dear?
can or not?

coz now if u go russia or wher

suddenly wanna break v me

i sure cant adapt to tat situation

so pliz

dun break v me wen u abraod

pliz giv me some time

n dun missing after u go ther

i will worry bout u

juz wanna noe

u at ther stil use to?

sleep well??

or anythng coz i care bout u'

if i reli cant stand anymre

den i will break giv u

dun be so cruel to me

im juz a gal

a normal gal

n pliz dun say ther stil gt many boy care bout u

i dunwan

darling

its hurt me

pliz dun hurt me again

can?

coz i oni love u

if u love me pliz dun leave me alone

dun mek me cry again

let me adapt wen ur not around me

let me use to can?

n let me try

whether our relationship can stand how long

darling

i oso bz on my study

but everyday draw out sum time acc u

tis call love

nid to sacrifice abit

dun be so petty

love ur dear n urself

if reli bz u oso can juz tell me

im bz ...i miss u...today cant chat v u

its so simple u oso cant do?

i oni care bout u

u noe？

now u noe my heart alrd nt?

after u saw tis gi me sum respond

everytime i write sumthng

like tis

u oways no comment bout tis

dun like tis lah darling

tell me wats in ur mind

juz say to me

i wanna noe

let us mre understand each other can?

juz like yst u told me tat u stil love me

u noe be4 u told me

i wanna cry alrd

but wen u say i do

i cry too

bt not feeling sad

but was veri happy!!!

u noe?

i was so easy to satisfy juz liike tis

tell me u love me

i will happy whole day

muackssss

darlinggg!!~~~~

n i reli hope tat u can cum here be4 u go study

i reli miss u n wanna go watch a movie v u

can ?

can promise me dunwan break v me wen u go oversea?

can?

by KEE SHY HARN ur darlingg

i love u!!

2011-06-28T05:41:00.001-07:00

Because of you, I went to bed late every day

I have been waiting for you

Want to talk to you

Even I fell asleep woke up, will take the phone to see inexplicable, but ...

I never see the information you sent me

Will be disappointed with sleep ...

Because of you, I on the line (to let you know I come)

Because of you, I stealth (I just want you to speak of a person)

Because you, my phone lit from time to time

Where to have my phone with

Click to refresh from time to time

Hope to see you sent me a message ... QQ

Because you, my mood changing QQ

However, you do not know

Because you, my inexplicable angry ...

Because of you, I become very contradictory

I do not know what to do

Because of you, I will remember our conversation from time to time

Occasionally a giggle ...

Because you, your words can change my mood all day

Because you ...

Everything just because you ...

Because of you, I will be sad

I will be sad

I will cry

I will be angry

I will be happy

I will be happy ...

You said that I "silly"

Maybe!

Because you, my stupid hopeless ...

Now I know a lot of

For you

I can give up everything ...

Do not have regrets ...

Just want to tell you

You must be happy ...

Because you ...

All only because you ...

However, you ...

Do not have to understand ...

dear i love u forever❤

2011-06-26T07:40:00.000-07:00

deardear~

deardear~~

im sick again!!!

gt flu again!!!!

no medicine for me to eat><

n i dunwan to go to see doctor

i dunwan=(

darlinggg

my nose lyk clown again

so red

n feel so tired

coz of flu

mek me feel tired n no mood

sorry ya darling

if i tired nid to sleep early

cant acc darling

noe?cant angry me ya~~

n cant go find others galgal

i will jealous one

n [angry]!!

hahahaha

darling

now oways call u

DA FEI ZHU

hahah

coz used to call u da fei zhu alrd

how?

cant change alrd

haha

but now i wan call u darling lah

darlinggggggg

darling = who??

guesss

guesss

guess

darling = matthew yap

now noe alrd?

hahaha

darling

my darling

i miss u

muacksss

darling

i miss u~

dear~

see tis all picture is when u call me in d morning

den i keep ask u guess wat im doin now

u cant answer it n suddenly hang up my phone

so kolian ler me

u hang up my phone

see

i reli love u

darling

ur oways in my mind

noe?

yesterday

u keep ask me

who is darling

darling is wat~~

darling huh

u bully me hor

darling is u lah

matthew yap!!

n u oso ask me

i belong to who~

sure is you lah

darling

IM YOURS

hehe=)

muackss~~

n u said ni shi wo de~UR MINE

feel so happy

darlinggg

n u said i cant let others boyboy hug me

haha

i nvr let other boyboy hug me lah

since im ur girlfriend

darlinggggg

im yours geh~~

ur msg

dear :

dear wanna tell u tat i love u so much dear

i relii miss u

jz tat i nvr tell u oni

dear i relii miss u~❤

n another 1

dear:

bt nw i dno y i love u so much ler

haih lyk dn wanna leave u alrd~❤

dear i feel so happy wen i hear tis

i oso love u forever

darling

its truth

i reliii love u!!!

~❤

wanna off now

muacksss

1040pm 26/6/2011

happy birthday~~darling

2011-06-20T07:59:00.000-07:00

happy birthday my dear

sorry
i cant celebrate wif dear

sorry

dear

i wish i can be ther wif u

but i cant

reli cantt

i wish u oways happy

dear

i love u

muackss

i missu

i will oways love u'

dear panda

kee shy harn love u

happy birthday~~dear

2011-06-19T09:50:00.000-07:00

happy birthday to you
'
happy birthday to you

happy birthday to darlingg

hapy birthday to you!!!

muacksss

dear

i

kee shy harn

love u forever

ever n ever

muacksss

hughuggg!!!~~

matthew yapppp

2011-06-18T05:06:00.000-07:00

dear

y u wan go therrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

i so sadddddddddddd

even juz now cryyyyyy

u dunno oni

haizzz

i dunwan lah

ur leaving me soon

left 70++days

so short

not enuf at allll

i dunwan

wen i gt holidays cant go find u anymre!!

so far

n time nt same

4 hours!!

i go check alrddd

n if tek flight nid 18 hours ler ~~~

so longg

hey huairen

2011-06-17T08:24:00.001-07:00

hey

huairen

im tired alrd

wan go slp liaoooo

so so so

goodnight lahh

deardear

muacksss

i love u

mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmuackss

hughug

1124pm 17/6/2011

tired

2011-06-16T05:20:00.000-07:00

dear

once i cum bek frm school

i wear tis necklace

tat u gav me geh

but now i feel sad

coz

i oso dunno lah

i dun wan lyk tis

feel so

sad

wanna cry alrd

no 1 acc by my side

tuition so tired

no 1 share my unhappy wif me

n nobody noe tat im not happy

dear

maybe u feel bored on me

feel tat im disturb u study or wat

i nid to cum bek alone frm jb tomorrow

u noe tat?

i wanna tell u but no chance

i feel tired

veri tired

but i stil love u

how?

u tell me

how?

wat i nid to do.............

so i wont feel miserable

lyk tiss......

b4 tat

i let u see tis blog early

the purpose is wan let u noe wat im thinking

coz sum times i dint told u

wats in my mind

coz i dunno how to say

i think after u saw tis blog

u will noe wat i want

but u stil dunno

haiz

TT.........

0818pm 16/6/2011

2011-06-15T07:10:00.001-07:00

good night dear~~

muackss

kee shy harn love you forever

muacksss

i love you panda

hughug~~

wanna see u now

~

~love~~

1009pm 15/6/2011

2011-06-15T05:15:00.001-07:00

aiyoyo

my dear slept juz now

da fei zhu yayaya

muackss

dunno y wen u reply me i feel

so happy

muackssssssss

dearrrrrr

=)

wher r u? i stil in ur heart ryte?

2011-06-15T04:51:00.000-07:00

wher r u?

i stil in ur heart ryte?

dear

why we becum lyk tis?

frm the beggining

everyday msj n chat thru phone

until now

1 day juz a few msj

a few call

n u r veri bz on ur studyyy

i noe ur bz on ur studyy

but but i oso miss u mahhh

i noe u no time acc me

but but but

i dunno lahhh

i wanna juz lyk be4

wen u free

u calll me

in class or bus~~

wen recess time call me

or sms me

but now

u seldom reply my msjj alrd

n if chat oso said i call u later

y huh?

y becum lyk tis......

I DUN WAN LYK TIS

I LOVE YOU

MATTHEW YAP

=(

0751PM 15/6/2011

2011-06-15T04:12:00.001-07:00

dear

why i feel so emo

why?

><

wher r u ?

hmhmhm......

2011-06-13T07:11:00.001-07:00

dear

dear

dear

im sick today

><

flu

i hate u

my nose becum red colour liao

lyk a clown

haizzz

n juz now i ate durian

cham

sure fever again

juz now no mre fever alrd

but now i feel so cold dear

i nid u now

wen u can by my side wen i nid u?

dear

gonna slp noq

maybe tomorrow absent

maybe oni lah

not sure

dear

muackss

i love iu forever

hughug me dear

nitez

1010pm 13/6/2011

today 4 months alrd

stil gt many 4 months nid to go

i love u muackss

2011-06-12T07:27:00.000-07:00

dear i let u see tis firsttttt

wan not?

i mek tis blog two time

first time i lost the password

u stil rmb?

u call me at tat night n i kip said i lost my pasword

nah the passsword is tis blog gehhh

so sad i lost it

almost cry arh

coz i mek tis blog on MAY ler

how cum i frgt the password

so careless

angry wif myself

but

dear

i let u see now

wanna let u noe

i reli love u

muacksss

i love u forever

dear

u din say love me forever gehhh

sad

ya

dear

wanna off liao

muackss

1026pm 12/6/2011

love u dear

2011-06-12T04:33:00.000-07:00

dearr

dear dear

juz now u say u love me 4eva

i love u lah

so happy gehhh

muacksss

Matthew Yap said:
dear
imyyyyyyyyyyyyy
dear
i gtg
alrd
off first
muackss
ily 4eva i love u dear
i will hug n kiss u muackssss
darling
0733 12/6/2011

2011-06-12T02:47:00.001-07:00

dear
i cant find u

i wan noe wher r u

haihhhh

i wan sms u

but afraid u feel me so annoyinggg

how?

dear

><
0546pm 12/6/2011

2011-06-11T22:07:00.000-07:00

dear how long u dint watch tis video?

stil rmb when u say u love me?

first time

in camp

stil rmb?

i scare u too bz

will frgt everything

include ME!!!

dear

promise me

u wont frgt me

n love me

>><<

dear

tis me in school

i noe veri ugly

hmhmhm =(

2011-06-11T21:44:00.000-07:00

hmhmhm deardear im sick

coz cant see u
cannot hug u
all cant><

gt flu><

haiz haiz

u haven wake up geh

call u oso nvr pick up

lazy pig

last night suree veri late sleep

if u gt sick my heart will pain ler

darling

dun too hardworking

oso nid rest

ur nt robbot u noe?

oso nid to slp geh

im just missing u~my dear

love u forever~

i wan hold ur handddddddd dear

last i wan to be wif u dear

panda

1243pm 12/6/2011

da fei zhu ❤

2011-06-11T07:00:00.000-07:00

hmhm i wan to say i love you...~❤

dear~~

last night told u tat i was headache

but u ignore me><

juz send aiyor y lah?

den dint find me anymre

u noe i feel veri sad not?

super sad

feel tat u no love me liao

feel tat u wan leave me alrd

feel tat im so lonelyy

u oways in my mind

cant erase u in my mind

oways appear in my mind

y?

im so love u

i dunwan kip text u or call u

dunwan mek u feel annoying

u noe?

i veri scare

juz lyk today morning

u tild me tat u wan tell me sumthng

u noe ?

my heartbeat so fast

feel sumthng wrong

not dare to pick up ur call

feel lyk wanna hide at sum wher

until u cant find me

but i stil pick up ur call

and wanna act lyk nth happend

juz lyk normal call u huairen

n ask u wat u wanna tell me

feel so helpless

=( =( =(

u noe tat feeling?

n u ask me if u cant love me veri long ler?

i told u alrd

i dunlyk u ask tis kind of question

pls dont think about it okay?

n dun ask me again

my heart feel pain u noe?

u noe?

hm?

u noe ?????

after tat

i decided wrote a msj fr u

to let u noe my feelinggg

=(

see the msj again

n i feel wanna write at here

dunno y

dear
i love u
not juz saysay nia
coz of u i changed alot
if lyk b4
wen my bf no reply my msj fr whole day
sure i willl angry n quarrel wif him
until he apologize wif me
but you
im willing to wait fr u
until u finish ur homework or presentation
n no angry at all
juz feel lonely
wan u acc me
but i dint disturb u
if gt
juz afew msj coz i reli miss u
miss u veri much
juz now no modd coz u say wanna tell me sumthng
i tot u wanna break wif me or wat
tats y i so quiet at tat time
but abit angry
not angry erm lyk disappointed
coz last night i told u tat i was headache
but u juz send me a msj
i feel tat u not care about me anymre
feel so sad
u sai dif u fall in love wif others gal
wat i can do?
i wont lyk some gal cry n begging u dun leave me
i will let u go
even my heart veri pain

becoz im nt good enuf fr u
i love u dear

wow so many type until my hand feel pain><

is my back feel so pain

ur reply

deardeararh dun think 2 much lah dear
if i din reply ur msj it means tat i reli bz
dear dn worry ily 2 darling

u said tat b4

darling is laopo~

dear~~

muacksss❤
dear da fei zhu❤

da fei zhu now go play tennis alrd

i miss u wor

dear

missssssssssssss u lahhhhhhhhhh dear

i love u

reli love u

dear

dear tis panda is me so cute ryte?

im begging u bring m ego gaigai lar

deardear~

dun leave me at here

i wan go out lah

hiakhiak

dear

i love u

dear im urs~~~~

muacksss

1049pm 11/6/2011

left 2 days our 4 months anniversarry

2011-06-10T06:30:00.000-07:00

dear~~

dearrrrrrrrr~~~~~

Distance makes the hearts grow fonder.

ryte?

I need u like I need the air to breathe...dear

Precious things are very few in this world...

That is the reason there is just one you...

2011-06-09T19:52:00.000-07:00

dear

u nvr find me ystd

y?coz too bz?

bz doin ur presentation?

....

off..

1052am 10/6/2011

dear~

2011-06-09T08:24:00.000-07:00

dear dear~~

today i go watch movie after tuition~~

saw so many many couple in tat shopping centre

feel so alone gehhhh

u dint by my sideee

my hand feel so alonee

den eat sumthng wif my fren

went watch X MEN

wen i can watch movie wif u?

huh?

u tell me lahh

i wanna watch movie wif u

can hod ur hand can hug u~~

hmhmhm~~

dear darlinggg~~

haizzz

after finish watchin movie

wait fr my fren

cum bek together wif him

so funny in the bus!!!

mek me laugh non stop

until my ice cream melt!!!

eh he buy fr me gehhhh

XD

hehe
in the bus i saw 2 couple againnn

dearrr

hmhmhm

i oso wan sleep on ur shoulder lerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

so envyyy!!!!!!

><

i wan ur hughug'

dunwan others ppl gehhh

dear
u stil doin ur presentationn

me veri tired alrdd

but miss ur voice

miss u call me baobeiii

dear~~

hmhm~~

dear

i love u

u noe?

den u love me?

sure love me lahh hiak hiak

ryte?

ok lah

gonna slp now

bye dear~

i love uuuu~~~

muacksss

hughug~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

11:23 pm 9/6/2011

da fei zhu ❤piggy

2011-06-08T06:56:00.000-07:00

dingdong~~dingdong~~

hehe dear~

i'm cumin~

now 0705pm

u doin ur hw now

><cant chat wif meeeeeeeeeeeeeee

later to9 i cant acc u n chat wif darling liao lah

so sad

darling i so miss u

wannna hug u now

but how?

my hand so short lerrrrrr

cant hug u ><hahah coz u in kl

hehe dear juz now chat wif uuu

so hapi

but u calll me dunwan call u darling

hmhm

y?

i wan ler~~

UR MY DARLING

UR MINE❤

pandaaa

dear

i go bath now

hiak hiak

dear finish bathing liao

but u stil no reply me

sad liao lah

my dear sosososo busy yaya

but nvm lahhh

i noe ur bzz

i wait fr dear ya

see so good ler me

hmhm

dearrr

i reli miss u

dear juz now i saw a note

my fren share wan

i translate in english fr u
dear i hope u can see note

Have not you appreciate around you girlfriend?

She did not feel safe. Because of distance, I hope you have the time she can with her in an online chat, phone calls,Let her feel your presence and realism. Because this is your only solution.[agree]
Maybe you think she is very headstrong, but you understand her, she is a woman. [agree]
She needs care and love. Can spend more time with her spend more time with her. [agree]
Able to give her some sense of security to give her some sense of security. She felt
Even if you do not together, but the heart together. [agree]

She would stay up late every day, just to be with you to say a few words. [tis true...im willing to acc u until midnight...u noe tat? no oni i wan on9 but juz do sumthng while you r bz no time acc me]

She will talk when they are reminded every time you eat more rice, she said, when, miserable, sad they can not charge you face to face. [yess]

So please Biexian her trouble, dun dislike her nagging, you understand her, she is a woman.

Tell her that you will take care of yourself, call her at ease.

She is a woman, her sensitive.

true
She is a woman, her jealous.

true
She is a woman, she loves petty temper.

true
She is a woman, hear her sweet talk.

She would cry for no reason and I am sad because she was afraid of the distance, a long time, feelings will not change fades.

yeap tis true
She will sit on the bed with a dead leg, shouting at one place, guess you're doing.

She saw your space on campus or when the message of women will be very acid to ask you: "This is Who?"

of coz
She will always wonder if you have another woman, she will be talking to you when you say a sweet looking forward to coax her happy, to hear one person laugh will then also brilliant than the sun.

yaya wen u say u love me ...i will smileeeeeeee =)
Therefore, you understand her, she is a woman.

Her little temper inclusive as possible and should not go near the women keep their distance.
sorry i oways quarrel wif u ....sorry

From time to time saying: "Baby, I miss you" "My dear" to her.

hmhm
She saw all the good things, will think of you.

yess

She will think of something fun you want to share with you.

tis trueeee !!
She will remember your anniversary together. She will plan everything, go back to see you do and want to go.

sure i will remember!!
She will tell you she loves you, then your blush.

She would say to yourself, to a lifetime with you.

yeap i wish tis wish come true but dunno u lorr

Therefore, you understand her, because she is a woman.

dear wanna off liao doin hw ...

if nt u say me lazy piggy~~

blekkk

i dunwan be a lazy piggy~~

bye muacksss

0954

8/6/2011

left 5 days is our 4 months anniversary

i love u dear

da fei zhu ❤

2011-06-07T10:31:00.000-07:00

dear❤
4/6/2011
u reply me ya
y u say i will leave ucz i still love u ...until now i still love u....
muackss~dear~
i love u tooo~~hmhmhm
luvvvv uiii~~
hughug darling~~

hehe~~

i love u i love u~~

see~~

i love dear so muchh ler~~~~

hehe~

dear~~

so hapi heard tat u say u love me gehhh~~~

dear~last night chat wif u so happyyy~~

so long dint chat wif u liao~~

so hapi gehhh~~

heard tat u call me darling~~

n wan me to explain wats mean of DARLING

haha

u said laopo~

hahahahah~~~

said me bully u ~

bleukkk

wher gt?

i so sayang u ~

dear~

darling~~

hughug~~~

so hapi ler last night

bully you kacau you play wif u

hehehe

i can feel tat u love me yayayaya~~~~~~

dearr~~

but so sad wen i heard tat u wna go russia fr 6years

WTH

6years

so farrrrr

now u at malacca i oso cant see u everydayy

den how

if u go russia

hmhmhm darlingggg

i miss u lahhhh

if u go ther

how?

miss u until die liao lorrrrrr

skype><

oso cant hold ur hand cant hughug

mati liao lah

dear

so far

n the time nt same gehh

n ther so coldd

dearrr

u used to meh?

i dunwan lah

go ther sure will get sick gehh

n nobody take care of u

dont go ther lahhh

dear

hey dear

now alrd 1:29 am liaoooo

you haven reply my msggg

playing pingpong?

make me worry bout u ler

dear~~

wanna call u now blek

goodnight dear

not dear is darling

wo ai ni

muacksss

hughug

[1:30am 8/6/2011]❤

uneasy

2011-06-04T16:33:00.000-07:00

dear

i just sent u a msjj

i feel so scare n off my phoneeeeeeeee

veri scare tat wat u wan reply me

hmhmhm

how how how?

i veri scareeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

tis few lyk i kip emo lyk tisssss

y?

dear?

its the feeling true?

u wna leave me soon?

why?

i so sad now

feel wanna cryyyy

how?

nt dare to on my phoneee

veri scareeeeeeeeeee

did u hear me dear?

if u love me u wont simply said tat u dunwan use digi or 1 mre month n so on..

y?

y ?

y i dont the answer?

y?

haihhh

i reli dunno lahhhh

wuwuwuwu

wuwuwu

y everytime i wanna play wif u u seem lyk nt free

wuwuwuwuwu

i dunno lahhh

maybe until now u haven see the msjjjj

coz we cant meet each other so u dun lyk me anymre?

tats the reason?

[4/6/2011 4:33pm]

dear i love u forever❤

2011-06-02T02:45:00.000-07:00

dearrdearrr~
i misssssssssssss u ~
u dint reply my msgg gehhhhhhh~~

seeee~

i love uuuuuuuuuu~~~

love u forever~~
i dun lyk wen u say how long we can maintain ur relationshipppppppp....

i dun lykkk

dislike u said lyk tatttttttttttttt

oso dislike wen u said u dunwan use digi numberrrrrrrrrr

my heartttt so painnnnnnn

i dunwan hear tat anymreeeeeeeeeeeeeee

i wanna giv u see tis blogggg

but nid to wait until 20JUNE

if juz a few days u oso can wait mehhhhhh

den how bout future?

oso cant wait?

if cant wait den howwwwwwww????

haizzzzz

i dunno u lahhhh

u noe?

i dunwan break wif u lahhhh

if u reli wan

break oni lorrr

but i reli dunwan larrrrrrrrrrr TT

hughug dearrrr~~

hmhmhm

i wanna see u lahhh

but ur dad dun let u cum here

my mum oso ler

so how?

if u leave meee

den my hearttt will becum lykk tissss

u wan see me cry??????

u bear?

u bear to leave me?

darlingg

i love uuuuu~~~

panda panda ❤

i love panda becoz of iuuuuuu~~

although panda's eyes so blackkkkkk

juz lyk u~

buuttt i stil love pandaaaaaaaaa

coz panda lyk u~
heheh~~

view ur msj juz nowwww

[13.3.2011]

u write

bt i told u tat i lyk u nt on tat day ma=)
yeap i stil rmb in d bus sumre n tat day i hold ur hand❤

dear
i miss u lahhhhh
hmhmhm

i wanna off alrd

❤❤❤❤i❤love❤panda❤matthew❤yap❤❤❤❤

[i'm sad]

2011-06-01T23:16:00.000-07:00

dear

da huairennnnnn

u mek me sad todayyyyy

haizzzz

u mek me sad n worry

i worry u will leave me soon

haiz

if u cant cum here i can undstd

sure gt a bit Disappointed....><

but wen u said u dunwan use DIGI number

coz dun lyk use two phone

i dunno wat should i say

u oways said sui bian sui bian

i dun lyk tat word

seem lyk u feel bored or bother of me

u noe?

i hate tat FEELING

feel so worry pekcek sad n emo

dearrrr

i LOVE u

dear

u ask me dun sad now...

but iiiiiiiiiiiiiiii dunwan y stil emo ing

i love u so muchhhhhhh

scare u will leave me 1 dayyyy

haizzzzzzzzzzzzz

i dunno lah i dunno lahhhh

y suddenly becum lyk tissss

i should happy during my holidayss

juz the third day of my holidayss

we have our future nt?

u LOVE me nt?

i wan to hear tat u say u love me

did you hear tat?

MATTHEW YAPPPPP

im tired

i wan to slp nowww

but i noe sure i cant slp

coz of u

Love is not a game, because we cannot afford it .
Do not miss the people who love you !
Like a person does not need reasons .
Who understands you, always by your side watching over you, let you mistreated.
When there are such people around you pls cherish it.
If you fell in love, pls do not easily give up !
if not you will very remorse in your life . ♥

[1/6/2011 11:16pm]

2011-06-01T01:23:00.000-07:00

Now is 1224am~juz now juz slept fr half an hour oni~actually im so super TIRED !!

but because i promised , i will write our memories here ...

so i must prove it , although im super tired , i also need to make it for YOU....

hehe...ants cumin ryte?bite u liao~~

hohoho~juz now my dear mek me angryyyyyyyyyyy horrrr~call me aunty><

hngggggggggggg~sure angry one~⊙ō⊙~

now chatin wif u ~~haha~u teach ur fren phy lerr~kip say 'betul tak?'

hahahaha XD b2b1 aiyorrr pening lahhh~

talk so fast

hahaha~`

dear oii~

wen u wan teach me bio n che~~

hahaXD

i wan u teach me lerrrrr~~dunwan others teach me~

cum cum cum teach me lah dear~

call me let me listen u talk wif fren huh~~>_<~~
so bad arh u dear~huairen~~~

<===my hair lyk aunty meh?

how dare u r huh~~~

said my hair lyk auntyyyyy

sad horrrrrrrrrrrrrrr....TT

bad mood lahhhh~

see u mek ur baobei angry + sad liao lorrr...

so angry today!!

meet an accident today!!

someone knocked my car wen im waiting fr my mummy!!!

2nd time fetch y family go out den meet an accident

WTH

zzzz~

but at tat time reli angryyyy lorr~

if dunno how to drive dunwan drive larrr

so dangerous to others ppl~~

u r so lucky my mummy so good~~

dint angryyy ~
last time dunwan park at ther liao~

so scary ><

haha~~~at tat time me mam mam in the carrrr~cookies~

hhehehe~~

dear sure wanna say me DA FEI ZHUUUUUU❤

ryte?'

haha~dear~~~

i miss u lahhhhh~

heyyyy so bad arh u call me den dunwan chat wif me

leave me alone wuwuwuwuwu~~

y today u kip bully me huh~~

said me aunty n dunwan chat wif me

haizzzz kesisan ler me

my dear so bz oneeeeee

hmhmhm

<=== see i love u my dear~muacks

<= i can see ur necklace ohhh

hng dear

hang out my call~

><angryy jeehhhhhh but nvm ler u wan go tek a bath~

coz u so so so dirtyyyyy

hahahaha

eeeeeeeeee~~~~

dear~~

i hope u can cum pontian during my holidayss~~

coz after tat~if u wan cum pontian on fri or sat i oso nt free geh~

as i have tuition on sat~230 to 430~

and i cum bek frm jb nid one n half hour~

so maybe no time acc u if u cum pontiannn~~

so hope u cna cum tis or next week~

and celebrate our birthday together~

although our birthday is on 20 of june lahhh~

but nvm lorr~

coz tat day u have class n my holidays end alrd~

so dear~

cumcumcum~

i need u~

so long dint see u ~

wanna die alrd~~

hmhmhm~

dear~

i wan hear u call me darl dear baobei n say i love u to me~

can?can u do tis fr me?juz fr me?

other gals CANNOT huh!!

hehe~muacksss~

my dear~⌒ω⌒

❤sorry , im not perfect ! im just a simple girl :P

❤ AND I get sad easily and get angry over small little things !!i think u should noe alrd

❤but dont SAD ! i can love you everyday , every moments , everytime you need me ♥

❤you really apart of my LIFE :) i wont care how ppls look us , but in my mind you will always be mine :P dont RUN !

hehe i think is me run away~but tis time i wont run again!!i wil hug n say i love u~

[01:23am 1/6/2011]

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

2011-05-30T02:09:00.000-07:00

dear~now holidays alrd~
but dear no holidays~
haha~kesiannya~
dear panda~
i miss u now~
sorry so long din cum here liao~
today so free~
so decide to write down our story~

dear~
first time sms with you was in camp~
hehe~
stil remember nt?darling
but i deleted the msj alrd~not in tis phone~
in tat laoya wan~
haha XD
i sms u after i went bek frm camp fr chinese new year~
dear so class wif u lehh KN class~~hehe
hehe~
so pity ler~
cant go bek earlier~
before go bek u shake hand wif me~
haha XD i stil remember
den wen i gt my phone i sms u ler~
see ~
haha

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dear see tis ya(◕‿◕✿)
•*´¨`*•.¸¸.•*´¨`*•.¸¸.•*´¨`*•.¸¸.•*´¨`*•.¸¸.••*´¨`*•.¸¸.•*
me:playing comp now...
you:hey wan mek me jealous la?haha m nt la lol aww
i start missing u guys d la haha hey u gt fb ryte?
me:
you:haha den dn wana kacau u dy la drive safely lol
me:
you:haha dn lie la...haha..u stil driving ryte ?haha...
so wat?nice ryte?:) charging phone lor..ntg 2 do leh...
me:
you:lol k la bdak jht no license drive car haha jk nih
reli nt nice arh?haiz so sad lol if me i oso laugh haha
u wait lor later i go bek sure i can play pc wan
me:
you:lol urjking ler ur gud haha i m d best la erm at eq
hotel during prom
me:
you:hey i m d best no point arguing wif me la lol i miss
every1 lah
me:
you:alittle la bt i noe i m d best la haha sure miss u oso
told u i miss every1 :)
me:
you:eee wat?aww hah erm yep she did
me:
you:wan mek me jealous izzit?buy sumthng bk
me:
you:anythng useful la lol wats lieze?
me:
you:wow so gud meh u?haha i gt my own 1...
thx anyways haha:)
me:
you:yea i noe larh lol i dn thnk so lo ...ur bz izzit?
me:
you:haha k lah eat carefully dn tercekik
me:
you:nvm 2morow i gonna eat d la...no nid la
thx anyways wah so bad le u
me:
you:eleh i m d best la...haha go eat lor haha
me:
you:lol bout?
me:
you:jz a normal guy ntg 2 gossip wan:)
me:
you:yup:)
me:
you:erm nw watch mvie[watch mvie in camp hah siok nt?]
maybe later kumpul la..
haha go slep la no nid play pc lol
me:
you:wah so garang le u[fierce meh dear?]haha i wil play la
bt 2 often la haha
me:
you:fierce la every time step my feet 1 haha
[hoho wher gt ler dear]
me:

too many liao dear cant type all><
but but but i saw the msj tat i call u ahpek~haha
u said u r d 1st gal tat call me ah pek
[haha dear i m d 1st n the oni 1 can cal u ah pek]
aww
suddenly saw 1 msj tat u wrote
' i diff ma i mature[means old dy~haha ah pek] d i dn simply step ppl feet hehe
...erm me n my ex we r lyk good frens nw la nt goin bk fr her la lol'
hehe~
dear~
den now i m ur GF alrd! huhu

haha saw another 1
you:erm at my taman ther la...haha i wun jatuh 1 ma ..
haha thx fr advice ya [y oways say thx to me? n dear jatuh 1 in camp hahaha ]

ask u buy burger fr me u said first time see girl dun mind gain weight

see my dear sms me liao during chinese new year
you:u free nw?fr chatin:)
me:
you:goin 2 aunty hse visitin lor jz woke up
me:
you:here kinda bored lo..yup on9 awhile lo den slep :)
me:
you:yalor her al lyk tk kenal wan lo haha...reli arh?
u laughing at my chinese ma lol nt miss ler angry?
me:
you:lol tek den post in fb lor haha u laughing la lol awww surely imy u
...coz i speak so nice ma
me:
you:lol yea imy is i miss u...fren ma sure la miss lol erm anytime la haha
me:
you:lol baby yerr pinch d baby chick lor nice le:)
[haha cant pinch me huh coz im nt baby but i m ur baobei]
haha pu yao la haha [correction:nt pu yao is bu yao]
me:
you:haha nicee ler kiss boy yer so cusy la haha..bu yao lar haha
me:
you:yer nvr kiss me oso leh nt fair le haha jk ni [haha den wna me kiss u nt?dear]

[paiseh i deleted alrd my msjjj so cant write >< sad nehhhh]

after a long time..............suddenly u sms me
you:hey wuo bu tze huai ren la wuo tze hao ren :) u slep dy?
haha~all wrong >< is wo nt wuo ~
is shi nt tze~
haha

after tat few days kip sms wif u den go bek camp ><

abit miss u wen u were nt in class~
chua kip said me miss u ~
haha~

after a few days u cum bek camp~

[11/5/2011]

at tat time i veri close wif one alpha boy rex
sherry them all ask me if now rex woo me i will accept him nt?

haha i din answer tis question

den suddenly u yy n sherwon cum find me
ask me go wif u awhile

so weird suddenly ask me go wif u

den i kip ask u wat u wanna ask me or tell me?

den u kip walking n din said anything
aww u juz said hold on hold on oni

den suddenly u said 'i like you' !!

aiyor reli nt?

den i kip said u lie me lah
kacau me oni

den wat i can do is 'run'!!

haha so paiseh ler

den i tell sherry them
they all laugh at me n ask me y run so fast

haha u lor dear mek me so paiseh

coz im shy ma

den sat u sms u after teacher return our handphone

you:hey y urun away lahh dat time?lol
me:u lar...last night said de real or nt?lie me de
you:haha u think lehh?
me:i dunno hoh..
you:yesss i really lyk u
me:lie me de...right?
you:nope
me:thn?
you:thn i really lyk u lor lol
me:shock dao lo...yy noe arh?
you:y shock lor?lol yup he noe
me:suddenly ler...last nigh veri paiseh
you:haha u gt paiseh wan meh?i mre paiseh leh lol
me:raining liao...haha u gt paiseh de meh..
you:haha yala i noe gt le u dn noe ni mah
me:raining stil wan riadah...omg...lazy lar...haha..
i dun noe ler..i think wansi like u ler
you:haha kk so wad u think of me den?interested in me?
lol wansi my fren ma
me:i dunno lah..paiseh..haimeh...wansi's som card lost..
wansi gt new number liao
you:she jz text me
me:c..she wants 2 sms v u lar..juz nw i ask her...
wan sms v eric huh,cz he 016...thn she said dunwan v him ler...
wan v others wor
you:lol me n her buddy me
me:buddy oni o?ltr wan kumpul lor...girls oni..haiz

you:nvm lo later goin buddha class ryte?sit wif me ya
me:can meh?girl n boy can sit 2gether meh?
you:nt sure la bt if can sit oni lo lol
me:go KN9
you:heyy sleeping alrd?
me:slp liao..haha...XD
you:yerr dn le so fast dear:)haha
me: yer wat llor...sms v jimmy ler...wat dear lar
you:haha dear so nice mann d name ryte?lol
me:yerr mann is wat lor?wansi dunwan chat wif v me

huhu~today write until here~
so late n me veri tired alrd
dear
hope wen u see tis u will feel hapi
coz i do so many things fr u

my dear now slep alrd ryte?

no call me first geh
huairen

ok lah
i wan off now

so tired

hello i love you

matthew yap i love you forever

see wen u appear in my life

my life full of so many colours!!

muacksss

[2:09am 30/5/2011]

2011-05-24T19:24:00.000-07:00

Someone
The weather is hot, to drink some water,
ah ...Do not get sick, scare u at there no people take care of you ...

Someone
if sick, to take medicine ...
if do not eat, sick will not be good ...

Someone
If possible, do not bath using cold water ...
if you get flu, you feel very bad ...

Someone
Remember to eat ...
Do not picky eaters, or lose weight, you very thin already ...

Someone
remember dont too late sleep ...
you will tired if you just sleep for 4 or 5 hours...

Someone
Do not forget to eat, eat more fruits ...
Dont just eat cup noodles....

Someone
Oh, be careful crossing the road ...
if not i will worry about you...

Someone
Ah ... be careful when drivingYou know you're like to drive fast ...

Someone
Remember to be good ah ...
I do not want to hear bad things about you ...

Someone
Remember to take care of the body ...
You do not love yourself, how to love someone Oh ...

SomeoneRemember what I said ...
But do not forget who you love ...

SomeoneI miss you ...You hear?

24/5/2011
07:24pm

i love you dear~muackss

i'm missing you

2011-05-23T11:48:00.000-07:00

dear~i missing you now~u said ur busy now~hmhmhm~
i wanna chat wif u ~
dear~
i noe ur exam is just around the corner~
darl~
gambateh~muackss~i love you~❤

23/5/2011 11:48pmi missing you now dear❤

To my dear panda❤

2011-05-22T06:30:00.000-07:00

dear~i do this blog is for you~as a birthday gift for you~
i'm sacrificing my time to do this for you~because i think this is more meaningful than other gifts that need money to buy~
today is 22 May,Sunday~
i make a call to you after eating dinner~but you said you are teaching friend to do homework~
my dear calling me just now~that person is you lar~my dear~darling~
how we know each other?let me think~
erm~we recognize each other in KEM WARISAN MALACCA ~PLKN~
someone mentioned you in front of me~that person is WANSI lor~
your buddy ler~so close with her in PLKN hor dear~hng~
she said'my group damn boring~as no people chat with her~
she feel so bored at there~a boy dont jnow how to speak and listen mandarin~
he only know how to speak and listen to english~
but he will listen to others when people talk behind him~
finally saw u in CB6~we just know each other at there~
i stil can remember vividly that first time i talk with you~
i asked wansi'if i step on his[you] feet...' then suddenly you said'do you dare?'
haha~this was the firt time i talk with you~
dear~watching ' KUNG FU PANDA 'now~
dear~you are my dear panda forever~noe?
cannot leave me ya~
just now wanjun told me that she break with her boyfriend already~
i dont wan tell you~because i also scare~
why recently so many friend break with her/his boyfriend or girlfriend~dear~
i dont wan break with you~i wanna be with you forever~ever and ever~

dear~i want us become like tis~so sweet izzit?
darling~ i love you u know?u know i love u so much?

one day,can we love each other so?
when he or she busy
let him or her completd the work first
wait quitely beside him or her
missing him or her when he or she not free

dear i promise i'll waiting u patiently when you're not free❤
❤22May2011❤

deardear

2011-05-22T00:23:00.000-07:00

deardear

dear~my hand now veri pain>< cant tahan the pain><
ishhhh TT
darling~
Tomorrow is the first hundred days with you❤Matthew Yap❤
yuhoo~
happy~muackss~dear~

dear~I LOVE YOU~

giv u a kiss~muacksss

my hand veri pain lah darl~

wuwuwu~

When i say i love you..
I'll mean it forever and ever..
Ever and EVER...
that's my goal